Continuing Self Healing

I have been receiving messages and guidance from my guides and angels to continue my self healing.  I am learning that there is never an end to self healing.  It must be constant, just as a constant need to improve ourselves.  I am adamant about continuing my journey to help people.  It truly feels right to me to heal myself so that I may be a clearer channel for divine energy to heal others.  I am so grateful for the opportunity to learn reiki and the ability to use it to help others.

Yesterday a friend took me to the temple of Sekhmet that is close to our city.  It is actually about a thirty minute drive outside of town, but it is worth it. It is more like a sanctuary that is dedicated to all Goddesses, but it was built for and to honor Sekhmet.  It sits on a natural spring so there are huge lush tress and lots of desert plant life.  There is a small labyrinth, which I did not get the opportunity to walk yesterday.  I will have to walk it next time I visit.  The temple also rests on Native land which the founder purchased and deeded back to the Western Shoshone who originally inhabited the land.  As I walked the grounds and sat in the temple last night, I certainly felt the ancestors all around me.  As I sat and enjoyed the silence and peace in the temple, I heard a few notes of a wooden flute on the wind.  At that moment, my friend and I were both thinking about our shamanic drums and bringing them out for a drumming ceremony or journey.  It almost felt like approval from the ancestors of that land.

All my life I have struggled with connecting to my own feminine energy and connecting with other females.  I have always felt like "one of the guys."  We did a New Moon ceremony of making our own collages of how people perceive us and how we really are on the inside.  Only women are allowed at the New Moon ceremonies, but everyone is welcome any other time.  There were only four of us last night, including the Priestess.  However, I truly enjoyed the intimacy of the small group.  The other three women there have beautiful souls and I feel I connected to them on a deep level.  It had been a really long time since I had done anything creative like this and it proved to actually be quite self healing.  I am going to hang the collage in my spiritual room as it is inspiration for me.  I am looking forward to many more beautiful experiences out there.

I just finished my reiki meditation and self healing for today before I started this blog post.  I still have many things to self heal.  Every time I do healing on myself, I am filled with peace and love.  I hope every time I channel reiki for someone else that they too feel this wonderful feeling.  As I was laying down enjoying the flow of the energy, I briefly heard voices of a large crowd whispering around me.  I know it was the spirits who are waiting for my help.  I am glad they made themselves known this way to remind me that they are indeed there and waiting patiently.  I know I have a lot more work ahead of me, but I am so looking forward to it.  I find I am more excited about the journey itself rather then the destination.  I am so grateful for every day of my life and those in it and those who will become a part of it.  I would not be where I am today without my dear friends and family who support me 100% in my spiritual endeavors.  I will not list names, as I do not want to make anyone feel left out.  However, if you are reading this, more than likely you are one who has inspired or helped me along the way.  So, from the bottom of my heart, thank you.  I want to radiate love and light to all in the entire universe.  I am grateful for the opportunities that keep presenting themselves to me.  Thank you Heavenly Father and Mother Earth for all the blessings in my life.

Namaste
~Bear Raven~