Before I did my reiki today, I meditated and visited my
higher self. Before I could even ask her
any questions, she said I am “doing beautifully”. I asked her if it mattered which kind of
reiki method I used for my forgiveness exercise and for healing myself. To both she said, “It does not matter. All that matters is intent.” I felt so much love during the entire meditation,
love that I desperately needed. I
brought up the wild child I had seen, my inner child. I merely thought of it, she responded to my
thoughts. She told me that yes indeed I
had seen my inner child. I asked what I
should do about it. She just smiled
knowingly and told me that I already know and that I am right on track. She hugged me several times and comforted
me. It was so pleasant being loved by
myself like that. I can’t truly put it
into words. My heart swelled with warmth
of unconditional love. I asked her if
she had any other messages for me before I left. All she told me was to keep healing myself with
reiki every day too. Then she said that
I need a lot of healing. I knew this was
true. I took out a magenta rose and
handed it to her. She smiled the same
knowing smile at me and then she led me to leave.
Then I did my reiki sessions for the day. I felt the reiki immediately after I called
it in. I felt it in my head and root
chakra then felt it flow through my heart chakra to my palms. Same as I always do, I sent loving thoughts
of forgiveness, love, peace, harmony, well wishes, etc. while channeling the
reiki. I saw him and his wife kneeling
facing each other on a giant magenta rose.
I had my hands on his shoulders, letting the reiki flow into him. After a short period of time, I felt the
reiki flow stop. I wanted to continue
channeling it, but knew I felt it stop.
I was going to reach for my pendulum to confirm, but then I remembered
my main reiki guide is trying to teach me to trust myself. I asked myself if I had felt the flow
stop. Yes, I most certainly had. So, I went ahead and blessed and sealed the
session. This session was approximately
6 minutes.
Part of me can't believe it has already been 15 days... I feel like I have already healed and grown so much! The other part of me feels like, "That's it? That's all you've accomplished? You got a long way to go missy!" Looking at all the anger, hatred, resentment, and spite I was holding onto so tightly in my heart for the last almost 11 years, I truly have come a long way already. All those emotions are no longer connected to this man and his wife for me. I do not even feel them existing in me any more. I only feel unconditional love for them, as I do for every living thing and beings of light. I hope their lives are improving as much as mine is, even more so! Today marks the halfway point. I feel like there is still a huge enlightenment, or growth spurt coming that will be a direct result or related to this... I am looking forward to it. =)
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