Friday, March 15, 2013

March 15, 2013 - Day 19 Reiki Healing & Forgiveness


Crystals used – Shiva Lingham (prayer & nearby), Crazy lace agate (nearby), Carnelian (nearby), Ametrine (nearby), Apophyllite (wearing around neck)

During today’s reiki session I actually went on a journey.  I did not intend for this to happen, it just did.  I hope I can remember everything to share with you all.  I started the session the same way I do everyone.  I pictured him and his wife kneeling side my side in front of me.  I placed my hands on his shoulders.  Rainbow light came down and filled him immediately.  He was holding her hand and the light spread to her also.  After a few moments I saw a bunch of Native Americans in a circle around us.  My Native American guides were among them.  The others I did not recognize.  They were dancing, drumming and chanting.  Then I saw a large bonfire next to us, in the center of the circle.  As the ritual continued, I saw fire embers burning parts of him and his wife.  It was not to harm them, although it looked painful.  It seemed to be a cleansing fire.  There was a long oval being burned on her forearm.  His tongue was being burned out.  There were spots elsewhere on them but those were the two main ones my eyes were drawn to.  As those spots burned, they turned to ash quickly and floated away.  Then, white light appeared where they had been burned.  The white light healed the burns fully.  They held fingers to the wounds as they burned and as they healed.  Wonder, astonishment and pain filled their eyes. 

Once they were fully healed, I saw a long dark tunnel with white light at the end of it.  The three of us were running through the tunnel.  Once we made it out of the tunnel, we were in a beautiful meadow.  It was very closed in.  There seemed to be walls around it.  It might have been walls of forest.  I am not sure because my eyes were drawn to the center.  In the center was the largest most beautiful tree I had ever seen.  It had a very tall thick trunk that had white and gray bark.  The bark looked just like the bark of a willow tree.  The tree might have been a willow, but it did not have the long swaying leaves.  It was very tall.  I walked to the tree admiring it.  He and his wife knelt on the grass together, side by side.

A rhino walked near the tree and towards me.  I recognized it immediately.  Only once or twice, I have seen a rhino nose to nose with me.  It never talked to me, but I strongly feel it is one of my animal totems.  The rhino stopped once it was standing right in front of me.  The tip of its horn sparkled a bright white star of light.  I saw myself reach out and touch the tip of its horn with the tip of my index finger.  The light disappeared and the rhino dipped its head, almost as if to bow or acknowledge what just happened.  The rhino wandered off, but stayed nearby. 

I then noticed that there were a large number of people in the meadow.  I did not recognize any of them.  They seemed to be strangers, or public.  Some were just sitting around talking.  Others were wandering around seeming to be going somewhere.  It felt like they were visiting the meadow like as a park or as tourists.  Some of the people were going up to the tree and using pocket knives to cut away pieces of the bark from the trunk.  As I saw this, I noticed an area of the trunk with a rather large piece of bark missing.  The wound in the trunk was completely white.  I felt pain in my heart for the tree seeing this.  Why were people cutting pieces from it?  I did not like this at all.  Then he rose from his kneeling position on the grass and walked up to the tree, right to the spot where a large piece of bark was missing.  He had the missing bark piece in his hand and he put it back.  Instantly I knew that the tree was me, or a part of me, and the pieces of bark being cut off were wounds of my soul.  I felt something as he did this.  I can’t explain it, but it felt like healing.  That is the best way I can put it.  It didn’t feel bad, but it didn’t feel great either.  It was more of a good feeling, but not super.  Then he nodded to me and slowly walked back to where his wife was kneeling and knelt beside her again. 

My rhino stepped forward then and dipped its head again, towards my finger that had touched its horn.  It was as though the rhino put the thought in my head, but I knew what to do.  I stepped up to the tree.  Upon being closer I noticed a crack starting at where the piece had been put back and going all the way up the tree as far as I could see.  This made perfect sense to me.  I had known for a long time that his wound he left had left terrible damage in me.  I slowly reached out and touched the replaced piece of bark with my index finger.  Immediately the same white sparkling star of light emanated from my finger tip as soon as I touched the tree.  A green vine of ivy started growing around the wound and up through the crack.  White flowers sprouted from the vine and there was also white and green light around the vine.  I smiled.  I turned to face him and his wife and I placed a bright green heart of light around them both.  They accepted it and then stood, nodded to me and walked away hand in hand. 

I felt the energy flow stop then.  I blessed and sealed the session.  This session was approximately 8 minutes.

I am so grateful that my rhino came to me during this journey.  I am so grateful that I journeyed during this reiki session!  This is not the first time that I have gone on a journey when I was not intending to do so.  I think they just happen when I am ready and when they are needed.  I am amazed by this journey.  It was such a beautiful experience.  I saw myself being healed by me!  I feel healed too.  Some of the things from the journey I do not understand yet, but I know I will upon meditation and conversation with my guides when the time is right.

1 comment:

  1. Interesting that this happened in a Reiki meditation. Fascinating. Nice to read about too. I'm happy 4 u!!

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