Today I started the reiki session and closed my eyes. I did not feel the reiki energy flow start.
As soon as I closed my eyes, I saw my main reiki guide. She put a hand on my hands and pushed them
down gently. She shook her head and told
me I did not need to send the reiki. I
asked her if it was complete then. She
nodded again and said yes. She smiled at
me then faded away. So, my assignment is
completely done. I felt that it had been
complete a few days ago. I wanted to be
sure though, and my guide gave me that confirmation today. I feel more complete myself, healed. I feel as though something inside me has
shifted and I feel more at peace. I am
very grateful to my Higher Self for asking me to do this forgiveness
healing. I needed to do this for
myself. No one else could have done it
for me. I know I have a great deal many
other things that I need to heal within myself.
Everything must be done one step at a time. Looking back at the past year, I have truly
grown by leaps and bounds. Looking at
myself over the past month, I have grown more than in the last six months. However, I still feel I have a long ways to
go. This does not surprise me though as
growth is eternal. There is no end to
how much a person can grow. This last
week of the forgiveness and healing was the most challenging and
difficult. It almost seemed like a part
of me did not want to let the remaining pain go. A part of me wanted to hold onto it because
it was all I had left of him. Now, I see
the truth though. I do truly love him,
just as I love everyone in the universe; and even though I had heard the saying
that if you truly love someone, you let them go, I did not fully understand
that statement before now. I get it
now. I did let him go, and I let him go
with peace, love and light. A heavy burden
has been lifted from my shoulders and I am a lighter person.
I hope that by sharing this experience with you all, that it
will help others too. I believe we can
all learn and help each other. I am
truly surprised at how much this blog has been viewed. Thank you all my readers for reading and
supporting me. I want to continue to
share my experiences with you all, and hope I can help others grow too.
Love Light Peace
Bear Raven
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