Sunday, March 3, 2013

March 3, 2013 - Day 7 Reiki Healing & Forgiveness


Crystals used – Clear quartz (nearby), Crazy lace agate (nearby), Carnelian (nearby), Calcite (nearby), Apophyllite (third eye)

Today I felt the need to do my session later in the day.  So, I waited until much later in the afternoon before doing the session.  When I started, I was standing in my river again.  This time he and his wife we’re there, waiting for me along with my reiki guide and main guide.  Once I saw them, they stepped forward holding out their hands palms up.  I placed my hands above theirs, letting the reiki flow from my hands into theirs.  The reiki was bright white and sparkling.  It flowed into them easily and they soaked it up like sponges.  I had them lay down in the river on their backs side by side holding hands.  The river was shallow enough that their faces were not under water.  I placed my hands in the water above their heads.  The white sparkling light flowed from my hands into the water, flowing into them.  It swirled and let the water carry it.  The white light surrounded them and washed away black ink from them.  I then placed my hands on his shoulders, focusing on him.  My reiki guide did the same to his wife.  After a little while, I had them move to lie on the shore with their feet still in the water.  I continued sending reiki through them.  I felt discomfort in my throat area and so I focused on his throat chakra.  I saw the same black crack and lines I had seen before, although they were not as dark this time.  I filled them with the white light and surrounded his throat chakra in white light.  The discomfort faded.  Then golden light came down and begin to flow into and around them.  I relaxed even more and let the reiki flow.   I handed him another yellow rose, planting it in his heart.  I saw it grow, vines growing out of and around his heart.  I felt myself reaching higher vibrations.  My head became light and I entered that dream like state of meditation.  It felt like I was sleeping, but was still aware of what I was doing and where I was.  I started to see images, but I do not recall all of them.  They are so fast!  I do remember seeing butterfly wings pulsating with energy.  I saw a face that did not look human watching me.  It was alien looking but I was not frightened.  It was a strange face and difficult to describe.  It made me think of moth men, but with butterfly wings instead of moth wings.  The thought of moth men brought a little fear up, but I pushed it aside, trusting the reiki and my guides.  I also saw red light and it began to flow into them.  I continued to surrender to the reiki, trying not to pull back from the higher vibrations I was feeling.  I focused on my intent of sending love, forgiveness, gratitude, joy, abundance, and light.  This made me feel my head get even lighter.  Then my reiki guide and main guide each took one of my hands and took me up into the sky with them.  They did not speak, but I felt telepathically from them that I could heal from higher up.  This made me smile and I was excited to try.  We stopped way up high in the sky, looking down at him and her, kneeling on the shore of the river.  I held my hands out palm down and white and gold light flowed down.  My main guide smiled brightly at me and placed one of his hands on top of one of mine.  The light turned into a rainbow and glowed brighter.  I felt a lot of joy in my heart and more stated than asked, “You are sending healing too?”  He just nodded and continued smiling.  I know my reiki guide was sending healing too.  I felt such a sensation of peace and joy working with both of them.  After a little while I thought of my higher self and saw her face.  I tried to dismiss it as I thought I had not reached a high enough vibration to see her or converse with her.  She shook her head and said, “No, it’s really me,” and something along the lines of I am doing great or yes I really was at a high vibration.  She was pleased with my progress on my assignment and was encouraging me to stick with it and not to falter.  I began to doze in the dreamlike state but then I heard a voice, it sounded like mine but I was not speaking I don’t think.  The voice said, “I saw the child again.”  It was saying more but I do not know what.  I sort of woke up and missed it.  I focused again on the reiki, focusing my intent on him and her.  A little more time went by with nothing in particular happening.  Soon, I felt the familiar change of force on my hands, the energy being blocked, or cooling.  I kept going, wanting to make sure if the reiki was still flowing I did not interrupt it.  A part of me is still insecure about what I am capable of, and so I still second guess myself a lot.  I know this is something my guides want me to work on and fix as well.  I then heard my main reiki guide say “You can stop now.”  To be sure, I asked my main guide to let me know when to stop.  He told me to stop right away.  I blessed and sealed the session.  I feel very calm, warm, and relaxed.  I feel excited that I am reaching higher vibrations during my sessions.  I can feel and see the progress I am making.  Having another butterfly experience makes me laugh.   They keep popping up for me!  Even a new stone I bought today that really called to me has a correlation to butterflies.  I bought a piece of crazy lace agate.  I was researching its properties and such and laughed out loud when I read that it can be used in devotions to the Aztec Butterfly Goddess, Itzpapaloti.  This session was approximately 20 minutes.

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