March 5, 2013 - Day 9 Reiki Healing & Forgiveness

Crystals used – Selenite (prayer), Clear quartz (nearby), Crazy lace agate (nearby), Carnelian (nearby), Calcite (nearby), Apophyllite (third eye)

I am a little disappointed with today’s healing session.  I barely felt the reiki at all.  I did feel a lot of energy in and around my heart chakra.  I felt some energy on my hands but not much and it didn’t stay long.  After a very short time period I saw my guide tell me to stop.  So, I checked with my pendulum and asked if I did indeed feel the reiki flow stop and I got a yes.  I then asked if I had sent enough today and got a no.  I asked if I needed to send more and got a yes.  I am so confused because I saw my guide tell me to stop.  I continued to send more reiki, only focusing on him and his wife.  Instead of just letting the reiki flow this time, I drew down gold light and sent it into him and his wife.  After I did that, then I just relaxed and let the reiki do its thing.  I did feel my head get light, not as light as before though.  I did enter the dream like state and saw some faces I haven’t seen before.  I opened my eyes for a time and saw my ceiling turn a pretty blue.  I think that was Archangel Michael.  My vision did get funky and it looked like there was a heat wave on my ceiling.  It was like when you look down a road on a hot summer day and you can see the heat shimmer above the road in a blur.  After a while I thought I felt all the energy stop.  I mostly noticed the change in my heart chakra and head.  I asked my pendulum again if I had sent enough reiki today.  This time I got a yes.  I asked if I needed to send anymore today, and I got a no.  So, I finally blessed and sealed the session.  Today’s session was about 20 minutes. 

I am wondering if two things affected today’s session.  Last night I received my Kundalini Reiki I attunement.  It was an amazing experience and all night I felt the energy in and around my heart chakra, even while I was sleeping!  Today, I also was wearing my stone bracelets and my hematite necklace.  I am wondering if the stones in the jewelry kept me too grounded?  That is what I suspect but I am not positive.  What I am positive about is that he and his wife received the reiki nonetheless and it will heal them where they need it to on its own.  That is the beautiful thing about reiki.  =)