Today I think was shown the beginning of the end of this
healing process. As I started channeling
the reiki energy, I saw him and his wife kneeling in position. This time we were at the very top of a peak
of a snow drifted mountain. The top
sloped up the back at a gradual incline.
The other side was a cliff drop off.
We were facing the cliff side. I
could see more mountains and sky all around us.
I placed my hands on his shoulders.
As the reiki flowed, the snow started to melt dramatically and slide
down off the cliff like a water fall.
She started to slide with the water, panic on her face. He remained calm and unchanged. She reached out to him with an arm as she
started to slide closer and closer to the edge.
He slid toward her, reaching to grab her. I remained where I was standing, unaffected. I kept my palms towards him, sending the
reiki. He grabbed her forearm just as
she went over the side. He was lying on
his belly, holding onto her. She was
screaming and flailing.
He asked her, “Do you trust me?”
She shook her head no and was crying.
He looked strained and asked her again, “Do you trust me?”
She screamed, “No, I’m going to fall!”
As they had this conversation, I wove a ribbon of light blue
light around their arms and wrist, tying them together, reinforcing their bond.
He gritted his teeth and said in a very commanding voice to
her, “I need you to trust me.”
Something in the way he said it made her stop flailing and
look into his eyes. I could clearly see
the fear. She held still and gripped his
arm in return then nodded yes. As soon
as she nodded, she started to float up in the air. Her legs rose so that she was in the same position
he was, on her belly facing him. She let
out a short relieved laugh and he smiled at her. All she needed to do was trust him, give him
that trust and she was safe.
I found this very interesting. As I pondered this, I then saw her standing
in front of an oval floor mirror that was very dirty. She wiped a hand across the top so she could
see her face. I saw a beautiful young
woman with long curly blonde hair. She
looked peaceful. My vision panned out
and I saw a different woman standing in front of the mirror. It was a deformed, ugly woman in dirty
clothing. She was in an attic that was
dusty and there was clutter around. She
was snarling and had sharp pointed teeth.
Her stringy hair hung around her face so I couldn’t see it too
well. Then I saw the peaceful beautiful
woman in the mirror again where the dirt had been wiped away. I think what this meant is that she is
transforming. She had (or has) some ugly
traits that are beginning to fade or transform through healing. I cannot say my healing is doing this for her
or not. I just think that this is what
is going on with her at this time.
I was taken back to the mountain. The top was covered in green grass now that
all the snow had melted and fallen off.
He and his wife were standing a few feet apart. Three orbs of white light flew down between
them one at a time. It was their three
children. They all hugged in a tight
group hug, almost forming a ball. I drew
down white light, purple light, pink light, and gold light and created an egg
shaped shield, or cocoon around them.
They all linked hands and then stepped off the mountain cliff. As they stepped off, they dipped and floated
into the air, on their bellies. Wings of
light sprouted from all of them. I saw
one of the children in detail. It was a
little girl with long curly auburn hair.
She giggled excitedly and wriggled her feet.
This was not the first time I had seen her. I saw her in a dream I had long ago. It was a dream I had after praying and
praying about him after he had broke up with me. I thought the dream was a look at my
future. I thought she was my
daughter. I have not told many about
this dream as it is quite personal and emotional for me. Seeing her with him and his wife and the two
boys, I knew. She was never mine, she
was always his. This brought a strange
new sense of closure and peace to me. I
watched them fly off into the clouds and disappear. I turned to leave, to walk down the mountain.
At my feet I saw a white mink, my mink.
I picked her up and she nuzzled my neck and face. With her on my shoulder, I started to walk down
the slope of the mountain. Then I saw my
main reiki guide and she clapped her hands together once, smiling. She gave me a soft hug and told me that I am
doing so well. I knew that this was the
end of the session. I blessed and sealed
the session. Today’s session was
approximately 6 minutes.
The feeling I felt at the time of walking down the
mountain’s back, leads me to believe I am drawing closer to the end of the
assignment. I know in my mind that it is
getting close to the end because I know I only need to do it for 30 days. However, up until today I hadn’t really felt
like the end was drawing near. The
sessions had all left me feeling about the same, except for today. Today I feel closure. I always felt peace during and after every
session, but today I felt closure. I
also felt like he and his family are ready to go their way and I am ready to go
mine, peacefully.
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